K so Berg I'm excited and all that you have a work out class and blah blah blah you're so cute and now I'm jealous lol I haven't been to the gym in forever! Like since Alaska! I eat crap all the time and just ugh Idk what's going on with me. It's ok. It ends today. I am going to get skinny and cute and tan and spunky and boys here are gonna start noticing me!!! Well, that's the plan anyway. Haha I'll tell ya how that goes...
I'm done with finals! And of course to celebrate I had pizza and ice cream lol oh and the other day I had all you can eat pancakes for only four bucks! I couldn't refuse!!! But I ate too much and threw up lol it was disgusting and I no longer crave pancakes :) Anyway ya so last night I came home from my final and watched Down With Love, ladies if you haven't seen it...WATCH IT RIGHT NOW!!! It is soooooo funny and it has our sense of humor throughout the whole thing!!! YOU HAVE TO WATCH THIS MOVIE!!!!! Anyway watched it with Chalet and Bryson (he's our FHE bro and adores her so is always over). He brought over the pizza and then we were like lets get some ice cream so him and I went to get the ice cream on his MOTORCYCLE! Omgosh it has been so long since I've been on one...the last time wasn't good...like tour my ankle open not good, so I was uber scared but it was way fun and exciting. Then we ate the whole tub of ice cream and I went to bed at midnight...the one day I don't have anything going on in the morning and I get to bed at a decent time! wtf. anyway then I slept til about one o'clock :) it's my lazy day. I've been out of bed once to go to the bathroom and now I am back in bed and think that I'll watch something on Hulu. I have absolutely nothing to do today and I'm so excited about it!!!
Anyway dearies, Danielle, you have a lot on your plate sweets, I'm always here to talk to okay. My biggest advice would be don't get married for the benefits or the fear that he's going away, get married for love. And Berg, I'm excited that you've figured things out for yourself, your second to last post seemed super happy and that made me happy. I'm stoked for a mcdonalds breakfast day too. You two will have to both take a road trip here for a weekend or I'll have to take a weekend off and head there...we'll figure it out.
Love you ladies! Have a great day and good luck finishing up the semester.
Peace out!
Wednesday, April 21, 2010
Friday, April 16, 2010
Ahhhh. EMERGENCY. SAVE ME!!!
Oh my gosh. Zak is texting me right now. I am freaking out. AH! He's being super nice and wonderful and urgh. I am so not over him. I will talk later about what all went down, but I just thought I'd have a minor freak out for both of you to see. :( :) ?? I don't know what the hell to do.
Bergen.
Wednesday, April 14, 2010
A Damn Good Day
Today was a damn good day. It's not even over yet, but it was super amazing and I am feeling SO good. :) I already said that my aerobics class started up, and that has been super intense, but I love the feeling of being sore and knowing that my workout is actually doing something! I have that class for an hour and a half on Mondays, Wednesdays, and Fridays. Lately I've been going to the gym on Tuesdays and Thursdays and working out so that I am officially working out 5 days a week. It's been pretty rough and I'm always sore, but I like how I feel when I work out. It really improves my mood.
Anyway--my damn good day. So I woke up and went to my aerobics class and then came home and showered and looked really good today and then I looked outside and it was SUNNY! I didn't even need a jacket today!!! The weather was amazing and it was truly a beautiful day. Before I left, I called Broc, the owner of Big J's, and inquired after getting my job back for the summer and HOORAY! I have a summer job!! Then I went to class and I actually prepared for it and felt really good about it. Then I went to the library and checked all my college junky stuff and talked to Hailey on yahoo chat and that was amazing. I texted Danielle today too and it was just a good day! I got an A on my English paper (I was the only one in my class to get an A!!) and my professor told me I was amazing and to keep up with the writing! I called my mom to tell her about the summer job and she and I talked about college and my transfer and I came to a decision about what I'm going to do with my life. I love having a plan and I LOVE talking to my mom. I always feel better after chatting with her. So then I came home and watched Whip It--which is a super great movie--I highly recommend it. Now I'm waiting for a lecture to start and thinking about how my day could possibly get any better!
I hope that both of you are having good days too and that things are going the way you want or better!! I'm sorry to hear about your Ally dilemma Danielle, but I'm here for you and I don't care who you date (unless it's Toby Hemingway!!), then we might have a problem :P And Hailey, I hope that finals go really well for you and that you manage to study well, but not get too stressed. I love and miss you both and can't wait until we can all get breakfast at McDonald's and talk about our boy drama. :) Have a spectacular day! Over and Out.
Sunday, April 11, 2010
True Friends?
Okay so hello my beloved friends! Long time no talk. We are not very good at this updating blog thingy. Anyway, I have something I wanna write about cause it's bothering me. Hailey, I kinda already told you about it, anyway here's my rant.
So I was on facebook last night just kinda chillin and I get a message on FB chat from Ally. Okay first of all you guys know Ally hates Dustin right? Do you know why? Well like two years ago Me, Dustin, and Ally were talking. Ally was super pissed at Kade that night so...Dustin kinda jokingly called him a bitch (even though Dustin doesn't really like him anyway) and Ally flipped! All of the sudden Kade wasn't being a douchebag anymore and thus began the decline of our friendship! :(
Ever since then, Ally and I have kind of drifted apart. Well partly because she started going to school and working full time and then we both moved, but then there was some drama between us last summer when Hanne was visiting. Anyway, back to the original story....Ally and I started talking on facebook chat and she asked how I was doing and vice versa. She made the comment that we've drifted apart as friends and then I told her that it could be something that could easily be fixed. So she was like oh yeah just as long as you move to Logan and hang out with me! (Because I'm probably going to Logan next semester) And I was getting ready to type "Oh yeah that's the plan".......and she just had to do it. She then proceeded to send me a comment saying "as long as dustin doesn't come." My giddiness of rekindling a friendship died and I told her to be nice and then said that Dustin had joined the Army, so no he wouldn't be coming. She kind of acted all wierd in a "Why the hell would he do that?" sort of way.
Whatever, the point is, I felt like she gave me an ultimatum there. Like she pretty much said we can only be friends if Dustin isn't around. Okay I can understand maybe doing something like that if Dustin was a complete douchebag and an ass or something like that....but he's not! I feel like if we were real friends, she wouldn't let him get in between us ya know? It really bothered me when she said that. Whenever we hang out, she can NEVER go the entire time without making a Dustin comment and I just don't get it. How can you be so immature as to keep this dumb little grudge for so long? I've had a few people tell me they don't like Dustin...so what. I don't care. WTF?!
Alright so I'll stop ranting now, you get my point right? I guess it just makes me sad that she's really doing this. Especially when I feel like Dustin is in the middle of making the biggest decision of his life (actually it's already made but that's beside the point) and she can't even seem to support him once he's part of the freakin military. Damn. I'm just really happy to know that I DO have friends that love me whether I'm dating Dustin or not. Hailey has no problem with him. Bergen, I've never gotten the feeling that you do...even if you guys didn't like him I don't think you'd let it come between us. This is awful to say, but we're not huge fans of Staisha's BF right? But we're still super tight with her because we love her. Anyway, I'll end this now. Thanks for be amazing friends and I love you guys!
So I was on facebook last night just kinda chillin and I get a message on FB chat from Ally. Okay first of all you guys know Ally hates Dustin right? Do you know why? Well like two years ago Me, Dustin, and Ally were talking. Ally was super pissed at Kade that night so...Dustin kinda jokingly called him a bitch (even though Dustin doesn't really like him anyway) and Ally flipped! All of the sudden Kade wasn't being a douchebag anymore and thus began the decline of our friendship! :(
Ever since then, Ally and I have kind of drifted apart. Well partly because she started going to school and working full time and then we both moved, but then there was some drama between us last summer when Hanne was visiting. Anyway, back to the original story....Ally and I started talking on facebook chat and she asked how I was doing and vice versa. She made the comment that we've drifted apart as friends and then I told her that it could be something that could easily be fixed. So she was like oh yeah just as long as you move to Logan and hang out with me! (Because I'm probably going to Logan next semester) And I was getting ready to type "Oh yeah that's the plan".......and she just had to do it. She then proceeded to send me a comment saying "as long as dustin doesn't come." My giddiness of rekindling a friendship died and I told her to be nice and then said that Dustin had joined the Army, so no he wouldn't be coming. She kind of acted all wierd in a "Why the hell would he do that?" sort of way.
Whatever, the point is, I felt like she gave me an ultimatum there. Like she pretty much said we can only be friends if Dustin isn't around. Okay I can understand maybe doing something like that if Dustin was a complete douchebag and an ass or something like that....but he's not! I feel like if we were real friends, she wouldn't let him get in between us ya know? It really bothered me when she said that. Whenever we hang out, she can NEVER go the entire time without making a Dustin comment and I just don't get it. How can you be so immature as to keep this dumb little grudge for so long? I've had a few people tell me they don't like Dustin...so what. I don't care. WTF?!
Alright so I'll stop ranting now, you get my point right? I guess it just makes me sad that she's really doing this. Especially when I feel like Dustin is in the middle of making the biggest decision of his life (actually it's already made but that's beside the point) and she can't even seem to support him once he's part of the freakin military. Damn. I'm just really happy to know that I DO have friends that love me whether I'm dating Dustin or not. Hailey has no problem with him. Bergen, I've never gotten the feeling that you do...even if you guys didn't like him I don't think you'd let it come between us. This is awful to say, but we're not huge fans of Staisha's BF right? But we're still super tight with her because we love her. Anyway, I'll end this now. Thanks for be amazing friends and I love you guys!
Tuesday, April 6, 2010
Update para ti
Ok so wow, it snowed here in Utah too. You know where it didn't snow? Alaska! Ha it was great weather!
Danielle, that's insane! I can't believe he decided that quickly, but I bet it's crossed his mind before. The army is a pretty tough one but I think marines is worse. He should have joined the air force. I quite enjoy AF boys, :) But I hope that whatever happens with you two is for the best. I think that USU is a great school too, but you should probably try for the random scholarships that you can get online that aren't through the schools, those are pretty helpful.
Bergen, I'm sorry about the snow. I would have gone back to bed haha cuz I'm cool like that. I don't much enjoy morning classes either. I am so not ready to go back to school again.
Ok so here is my update:
Last Tuesday I spent all day in the airport with Nolan. It was alright, long and boring but whatev. Then on the plane I sat by these smoker, foul mouthed, stinky people. It was upsetting and I wanted to move. But I tried to sleep the majority of the flight.
We got into Anchorage at quarter to one in the morning. At baggage claim we were all looking around for Evan. I saw him first and of course ran and hugged him! He is my favorite!!! He looks so great! He's all buff and what not and his hair is short but not bald and he looks great. Nolan was also stoked to see him. So between my Nana and us siblings, there was a lot of hugging going on.
Then we went to our hotel and got settled in. Evan went back to his apartment because he had to work in the morning. Adjusting from the time change and long day of travel, we all slept in for forever. When we woke up we had just enough time to get ready before Evan got off work. Then we met him at the mall and shopped around a bit. He invited Chelsea (his girlyfriend) to meet us there during her break...I tried really hard to be nice but I pretty much failed. Then she left :) Nana, Nolan, Evan and I then went to dinner with some of Evan's friends: Dakota and his wife, and Teejay. I had no problem being nice to the boys :) They were both very funny and kind of flirty. Ha they pulled some fat jokes though, it went like this:
Me: Here I am eating a salad but watch, I'll gorge myself in cake later for my bday.
Dakota's wife: You don't need to count calories anyway
Dakota: Are you kidding?
My jaw drops
Dakota: Oh! I don't know you well enough to joke like that yet! You don't need to diet!
Then later, I got a cake (note, we all got cake!)
while I was eating it
Teejay: Hailey, do you feel a little weighed down?
It was terrible but funny. Then when we were all hugging goodbye (people in Alaska hug lots) Dakota was like: give me a hug Hailey, oh wait, I don't know if I can reach my arms around you.
So I punched him in the sternum. It hurt my hand, ha it was awesome.
Then outside we were hugging again and Dakota gave Nolan a high five and went to give me one but while we were practicing the looking at elbows thing, I (jokingly) went for his face and then he actually hit mine! ha he's a fun guy.
Later he txted Evan: Dude your sister, if I was married...lol :)
Hahaha it made my day cuz he was a cutie. But he left for training in Guam the next day so I didn't see him anymore.
The next day we all just kind of hung out and spent time together, going to gift shops and stuff during the day and what not. Then we took a tour of base and stuff. Then Nolan, Evan, and I went to the midnight showing of Clash of the Titans. We went with Teejay and of course Chelsea. Again, I tried to be nice, I did better...haha. Oh and Nolan totally ruined my game and sat in between me and Teejay, ugh upsetting. lol but Sam Worthington is pretty much gorgeous so I thoroughly enjoyed the movie. The boys were a little disappointed in it though.
Then on Friday we did more hanging out and such. Evan and Chelsea took Nolan and I to an Easter Pagent at the Baptist Temple--the story was just a bible story, but some of the prayers and songs and such were nutso.
Then we picked up my Nana and went out to ice cream (note I probably gained a billion pounds there---no joke we ate crap the whole time...and tons of it!) and by this point Chelsea was growing on me a little and I was much nicer.
Evan stayed the night with us in the hotel that night. The next day, Nana and I went and got our nails done and Evan and Nolan did Evan's laundry and hung with Teejay. (Teejay is Evan's roommate). Then we met up with them (Teejay came just to drive Evan's truck so he could take it back to base because we were going out of town. That was the last time I saw Teejay. He looks like a whiter version of Peter, they have similar faces...needless to say I liked him :) We hugged! Ha that was my excitement.
Then we drove two hours up into the mountains where Chelsea's parents have a cabin. We met them and did the chatting thing and then ate with them and then we stayed in their guest cabin. Oh wait, So for my birthday I had called Evan weeks ago and told him that since he had an iPhone that he didn't need his iTouch and should just mail it to me. So while I was there I was like You giving me your iTouch yet? and he of course said no...Then HE BOUGHT ME A NEW ONE!!!
So when we went to the guest cabin, Nolan and I spent the night putting Evan's music on my ipod while Evan and Chelsea watched Ben Button.
The next morning was Sunday and so we got up and got ready for church. First we went to a brunch that the church put on. Everyone seemed to be related to Chelsea's family. Like their church was like a big family reunion. And NO CUTE BOYS ANYWHERE!!! They all looked imbred lol it's rude but...kinda true. Anyway then we went to the church service and it was nutso. No one was in sunday dress-like people wore jeans! and there was a drum set and all sorts of music for the band and choir and then the hymns were put on a projector and we all had to sing them. One of them was words to a Beethoven song! It was so weird! They had like a Sunday school session for lil kids up front, in front of all of us. They did a monoloug. And then the preaching was just whacked. Idk, I struggled.
Then we stayed at Chelsea's parents' forever and met more of her fam and just sat and talked--so just sat for me. Then Nolan, Chelsea, Evan and I went out to a horse ranch and then a camp site that was like an abandoned city theme in the old west, it was cute. Ha we played around there for a while. Then we got in a snowball fight (it was warm enough to just wear a sweater but there was about three feet on snow on the ground). Ha I got to push Chelsea in the snow and throw snow on her while she was down...it was safisfying. I liked her better by now. Her family was super nice too.
Anyway then we ate dinner, talked more (UGH!) and then finally hit the road. On the two hour ride back we (we being Nana, Evan and I) got into a religious discussion and tried to explain gospel principles to Nolan. Evan is very sure that he is right and knows the truth and the rest of us are being led by false prophets. His close mindedness is really hard for me and makes me sad, but I am glad that he found God and loves Christ. That church was nutso though.
Once in Anchorage, we went to dinner with Matt. Mmm he's the boy I met on Skype that plays the guitar and is super cute. It was nice having dinner with him. He's a funny kid. And then that was it. Nana, Nolan and I had to get checked into the airport so Evan rode with us and Matt drove his car there so he could take Evan home (well actually he had to take Evan to the hospital..his smallpox vaccine was whackin out and he was getting pox!).
I tried not to cry as I hugged Evan goodbye...but I failed miserably. Nolan did better, he was super sad though. Nana only got teary when she saw me crying. Anyway, Matt sat there awkwardly and I was like: don't be so insensitive you jerk! lol He gave me a hug and was like it was really great to finally meet you in person, you're super funny.
Then I hugged Evan more but he really had to go to the doc so I had to let him go. Then we waited until our flight which left at like 2am and I slept most of the way..but I threw my back out and it kills to move. I've pretty much been in bed all day. Nolan is safely back in St. A and my Nana is safely in Boise. It was an awesome trip.
I saw three wild moose! Two were laying down not far from where Nolan and I were walking in a park and the third ran across the super busy street! It was funny. Alaska is gorgeous! Evan was my favorite part though. It had been exactly a year since I'd seen him. No joke, the day before my bday last year I was stuck in the Denver airport coming back from Texas and the day before it this year I was in the SLC airport headin for Alaska. I missed him soooo much! He is my favorite. I'm struggling now. I've been crying and sleeping and eating all day.
I didn't like Chelsea because she was dating my brother and I didn't think she was good enough. Then because she had a super high annoying voice and a baby lisp kind of, and pencil thin eyebrows. But mostly because she's been with him forever and I haven't seen him in a year and he still wanted to do everything with her. I guess it's safe to say that I was jealous. But she is a funny girl and is super nice so I went out of my way and added her on facebook.
I miss Evan, have I mentioned that?
Well ya, now I'm back. I'm a week behind in school and I only have a week left of classes before finals. I am super depressed and probably ten pounds fatter. Kinda sucks. But that's my update. I love you girls!!!
Danielle, that's insane! I can't believe he decided that quickly, but I bet it's crossed his mind before. The army is a pretty tough one but I think marines is worse. He should have joined the air force. I quite enjoy AF boys, :) But I hope that whatever happens with you two is for the best. I think that USU is a great school too, but you should probably try for the random scholarships that you can get online that aren't through the schools, those are pretty helpful.
Bergen, I'm sorry about the snow. I would have gone back to bed haha cuz I'm cool like that. I don't much enjoy morning classes either. I am so not ready to go back to school again.
Ok so here is my update:
Last Tuesday I spent all day in the airport with Nolan. It was alright, long and boring but whatev. Then on the plane I sat by these smoker, foul mouthed, stinky people. It was upsetting and I wanted to move. But I tried to sleep the majority of the flight.
We got into Anchorage at quarter to one in the morning. At baggage claim we were all looking around for Evan. I saw him first and of course ran and hugged him! He is my favorite!!! He looks so great! He's all buff and what not and his hair is short but not bald and he looks great. Nolan was also stoked to see him. So between my Nana and us siblings, there was a lot of hugging going on.
Then we went to our hotel and got settled in. Evan went back to his apartment because he had to work in the morning. Adjusting from the time change and long day of travel, we all slept in for forever. When we woke up we had just enough time to get ready before Evan got off work. Then we met him at the mall and shopped around a bit. He invited Chelsea (his girlyfriend) to meet us there during her break...I tried really hard to be nice but I pretty much failed. Then she left :) Nana, Nolan, Evan and I then went to dinner with some of Evan's friends: Dakota and his wife, and Teejay. I had no problem being nice to the boys :) They were both very funny and kind of flirty. Ha they pulled some fat jokes though, it went like this:
Me: Here I am eating a salad but watch, I'll gorge myself in cake later for my bday.
Dakota's wife: You don't need to count calories anyway
Dakota: Are you kidding?
My jaw drops
Dakota: Oh! I don't know you well enough to joke like that yet! You don't need to diet!
Then later, I got a cake (note, we all got cake!)
while I was eating it
Teejay: Hailey, do you feel a little weighed down?
It was terrible but funny. Then when we were all hugging goodbye (people in Alaska hug lots) Dakota was like: give me a hug Hailey, oh wait, I don't know if I can reach my arms around you.
So I punched him in the sternum. It hurt my hand, ha it was awesome.
Then outside we were hugging again and Dakota gave Nolan a high five and went to give me one but while we were practicing the looking at elbows thing, I (jokingly) went for his face and then he actually hit mine! ha he's a fun guy.
Later he txted Evan: Dude your sister, if I was married...lol :)
Hahaha it made my day cuz he was a cutie. But he left for training in Guam the next day so I didn't see him anymore.
The next day we all just kind of hung out and spent time together, going to gift shops and stuff during the day and what not. Then we took a tour of base and stuff. Then Nolan, Evan, and I went to the midnight showing of Clash of the Titans. We went with Teejay and of course Chelsea. Again, I tried to be nice, I did better...haha. Oh and Nolan totally ruined my game and sat in between me and Teejay, ugh upsetting. lol but Sam Worthington is pretty much gorgeous so I thoroughly enjoyed the movie. The boys were a little disappointed in it though.
Then on Friday we did more hanging out and such. Evan and Chelsea took Nolan and I to an Easter Pagent at the Baptist Temple--the story was just a bible story, but some of the prayers and songs and such were nutso.
Then we picked up my Nana and went out to ice cream (note I probably gained a billion pounds there---no joke we ate crap the whole time...and tons of it!) and by this point Chelsea was growing on me a little and I was much nicer.
Evan stayed the night with us in the hotel that night. The next day, Nana and I went and got our nails done and Evan and Nolan did Evan's laundry and hung with Teejay. (Teejay is Evan's roommate). Then we met up with them (Teejay came just to drive Evan's truck so he could take it back to base because we were going out of town. That was the last time I saw Teejay. He looks like a whiter version of Peter, they have similar faces...needless to say I liked him :) We hugged! Ha that was my excitement.
Then we drove two hours up into the mountains where Chelsea's parents have a cabin. We met them and did the chatting thing and then ate with them and then we stayed in their guest cabin. Oh wait, So for my birthday I had called Evan weeks ago and told him that since he had an iPhone that he didn't need his iTouch and should just mail it to me. So while I was there I was like You giving me your iTouch yet? and he of course said no...Then HE BOUGHT ME A NEW ONE!!!
So when we went to the guest cabin, Nolan and I spent the night putting Evan's music on my ipod while Evan and Chelsea watched Ben Button.
The next morning was Sunday and so we got up and got ready for church. First we went to a brunch that the church put on. Everyone seemed to be related to Chelsea's family. Like their church was like a big family reunion. And NO CUTE BOYS ANYWHERE!!! They all looked imbred lol it's rude but...kinda true. Anyway then we went to the church service and it was nutso. No one was in sunday dress-like people wore jeans! and there was a drum set and all sorts of music for the band and choir and then the hymns were put on a projector and we all had to sing them. One of them was words to a Beethoven song! It was so weird! They had like a Sunday school session for lil kids up front, in front of all of us. They did a monoloug. And then the preaching was just whacked. Idk, I struggled.
Then we stayed at Chelsea's parents' forever and met more of her fam and just sat and talked--so just sat for me. Then Nolan, Chelsea, Evan and I went out to a horse ranch and then a camp site that was like an abandoned city theme in the old west, it was cute. Ha we played around there for a while. Then we got in a snowball fight (it was warm enough to just wear a sweater but there was about three feet on snow on the ground). Ha I got to push Chelsea in the snow and throw snow on her while she was down...it was safisfying. I liked her better by now. Her family was super nice too.
Anyway then we ate dinner, talked more (UGH!) and then finally hit the road. On the two hour ride back we (we being Nana, Evan and I) got into a religious discussion and tried to explain gospel principles to Nolan. Evan is very sure that he is right and knows the truth and the rest of us are being led by false prophets. His close mindedness is really hard for me and makes me sad, but I am glad that he found God and loves Christ. That church was nutso though.
Once in Anchorage, we went to dinner with Matt. Mmm he's the boy I met on Skype that plays the guitar and is super cute. It was nice having dinner with him. He's a funny kid. And then that was it. Nana, Nolan and I had to get checked into the airport so Evan rode with us and Matt drove his car there so he could take Evan home (well actually he had to take Evan to the hospital..his smallpox vaccine was whackin out and he was getting pox!).
I tried not to cry as I hugged Evan goodbye...but I failed miserably. Nolan did better, he was super sad though. Nana only got teary when she saw me crying. Anyway, Matt sat there awkwardly and I was like: don't be so insensitive you jerk! lol He gave me a hug and was like it was really great to finally meet you in person, you're super funny.
Then I hugged Evan more but he really had to go to the doc so I had to let him go. Then we waited until our flight which left at like 2am and I slept most of the way..but I threw my back out and it kills to move. I've pretty much been in bed all day. Nolan is safely back in St. A and my Nana is safely in Boise. It was an awesome trip.
I saw three wild moose! Two were laying down not far from where Nolan and I were walking in a park and the third ran across the super busy street! It was funny. Alaska is gorgeous! Evan was my favorite part though. It had been exactly a year since I'd seen him. No joke, the day before my bday last year I was stuck in the Denver airport coming back from Texas and the day before it this year I was in the SLC airport headin for Alaska. I missed him soooo much! He is my favorite. I'm struggling now. I've been crying and sleeping and eating all day.
I didn't like Chelsea because she was dating my brother and I didn't think she was good enough. Then because she had a super high annoying voice and a baby lisp kind of, and pencil thin eyebrows. But mostly because she's been with him forever and I haven't seen him in a year and he still wanted to do everything with her. I guess it's safe to say that I was jealous. But she is a funny girl and is super nice so I went out of my way and added her on facebook.
I miss Evan, have I mentioned that?
Well ya, now I'm back. I'm a week behind in school and I only have a week left of classes before finals. I am super depressed and probably ten pounds fatter. Kinda sucks. But that's my update. I love you girls!!!
Monday, April 5, 2010
Drastic Changes
Yes...I awoke to the some nasty weather this morning, just like you Bergen! Well not just like....but nasty nonetheless. I know EXACTLY what you're going through with your early morning exercise class....ha I dropped mine. It feels very nice. I'm not feeling much guilt at all. Although part of it was because I was lazy...the other party was that I'm just too busy. I never got enough sleep to endure that kind of a workout and I couldn't just start going to bed earlier. My schedule is such that I spend the late hours of the night doing homework...THAT'S why I'm too busy for the class.
And yes Bergen, I do have an update for you. Well with Dustin and picking a school...things have gotten quite complicated. Dustin and picking a school have become to topics that are no longer intertwined. First of all, I will explain my new picking a school dilemma, then Dustin. Well I've pretty much decided that I want to go to USU. I really like it there, and I think that I would be happy there and I really like the school....I want to go there. Unfortunately, I'm having a hard time coming up with the money. I was ALMOST eligible for some pretty fantastic scholarships (almost meaning I don't qualify as a transfer student because apparently a transfer student is one with TWO years of college credits), but I did not get them based a pretty dumb reason. As stated before, I do not enough credits to be considered a transfer student, but I have too many credits to be considered a freshman students. So that pretty much sucks ass because I spent a ton of time applying for the ambassador scholarship and I though I was pretty damn qualified...except for those credits. I mean come on, why would a student with two years of college be SOOO much better than me? Oh yeah they offer this scholarship to freshman too....so freshman and 2-year college students.....none for me! Well actually yes...one for me. I got a scholarship that allows me to pay 1 1/2 times instate tuition. So it'd be like $3500 a semester for tuition, which is actually cheaper than ISU I think. But when you figure in living expenses and everything else....it's still really expensive and I'm not quite willing to get into student loans yet. My mom is kind of trying to talk me into staying at CSI or go into something medical at EITC because they're both cheap. But I dunno....I'm also not willing to go to a school based on money again. I did it for my first year and I've pretty much hated it. So I think I'll still be going to USU.....I just don't know how I'm going to pay for it yet.
The Dustin situation has DRASTICALLY changed. As you know, he sort of ran out of money and had to move home. Since then he's been looking for a job, but has not been very successful except for the shitty hours Maverik gives him. Alright so a couple weeks ago his parents had a talk with him and told him that to be a functioning member of society, he needed a job that gave him AT LEAST 30 hours a week. They told him that if he didn't find a better job in two weeks, they're cutting his internet and if he didn't find a better job in a month, they were disconnecting his phone line. Which is understandable on their part. So here's Dustin in this sticky dilemma, he doesn't know what to do......so guess what he does? Dustin has decided to join the military. And honestly, I'm behind him 100%. I've always been supportive of the military and it has great benefits. He did it quite fast though. Like...within a week. He's going to Montana on Thursday with his recruiter to get his MEPS done (medical tests). Like I said though...I think he might have done it too fast. He didn't give many branches much thought, just a few. And surprisingly, he chose the Army. Which......I dunno. Why would you choose the Army? I've always heard (and from credible sources too) that it's the hardest and most brutal with the least opportunities....I dunno. I wish I could have talked to him more about it *sigh*, but it's too late now. We'll see how it goes from here. As to what's going to happen to us as a couple? I don't know.....like I said we'll just have to see.
Hailey.....I also want an update from your adventure in Alaska! Post SOON! I can't wait to see you guys this summer. Bergen, when will you be home? Love you both!
And yes Bergen, I do have an update for you. Well with Dustin and picking a school...things have gotten quite complicated. Dustin and picking a school have become to topics that are no longer intertwined. First of all, I will explain my new picking a school dilemma, then Dustin. Well I've pretty much decided that I want to go to USU. I really like it there, and I think that I would be happy there and I really like the school....I want to go there. Unfortunately, I'm having a hard time coming up with the money. I was ALMOST eligible for some pretty fantastic scholarships (almost meaning I don't qualify as a transfer student because apparently a transfer student is one with TWO years of college credits), but I did not get them based a pretty dumb reason. As stated before, I do not enough credits to be considered a transfer student, but I have too many credits to be considered a freshman students. So that pretty much sucks ass because I spent a ton of time applying for the ambassador scholarship and I though I was pretty damn qualified...except for those credits. I mean come on, why would a student with two years of college be SOOO much better than me? Oh yeah they offer this scholarship to freshman too....so freshman and 2-year college students.....none for me! Well actually yes...one for me. I got a scholarship that allows me to pay 1 1/2 times instate tuition. So it'd be like $3500 a semester for tuition, which is actually cheaper than ISU I think. But when you figure in living expenses and everything else....it's still really expensive and I'm not quite willing to get into student loans yet. My mom is kind of trying to talk me into staying at CSI or go into something medical at EITC because they're both cheap. But I dunno....I'm also not willing to go to a school based on money again. I did it for my first year and I've pretty much hated it. So I think I'll still be going to USU.....I just don't know how I'm going to pay for it yet.
The Dustin situation has DRASTICALLY changed. As you know, he sort of ran out of money and had to move home. Since then he's been looking for a job, but has not been very successful except for the shitty hours Maverik gives him. Alright so a couple weeks ago his parents had a talk with him and told him that to be a functioning member of society, he needed a job that gave him AT LEAST 30 hours a week. They told him that if he didn't find a better job in two weeks, they're cutting his internet and if he didn't find a better job in a month, they were disconnecting his phone line. Which is understandable on their part. So here's Dustin in this sticky dilemma, he doesn't know what to do......so guess what he does? Dustin has decided to join the military. And honestly, I'm behind him 100%. I've always been supportive of the military and it has great benefits. He did it quite fast though. Like...within a week. He's going to Montana on Thursday with his recruiter to get his MEPS done (medical tests). Like I said though...I think he might have done it too fast. He didn't give many branches much thought, just a few. And surprisingly, he chose the Army. Which......I dunno. Why would you choose the Army? I've always heard (and from credible sources too) that it's the hardest and most brutal with the least opportunities....I dunno. I wish I could have talked to him more about it *sigh*, but it's too late now. We'll see how it goes from here. As to what's going to happen to us as a couple? I don't know.....like I said we'll just have to see.
Hailey.....I also want an update from your adventure in Alaska! Post SOON! I can't wait to see you guys this summer. Bergen, when will you be home? Love you both!
Spring? I think not...
Mondays always suck. I am not new to this fact. I'm sure that all of us are very aware that Mondays suck. This particularly Monday--of which it is only 8:25 in the morning--sucks. I woke up at 7:30 with my alarm and sat up, only to fall right back down again and think, "I really don't want to go to aerobics today." Knowing myself pretty well, I forced myself out of bed. If I didn't get up THAT MINUTE, I was going to fall asleep again. So I made my way to the bathroom, I put my hair up, fixed my cover-up, put my tenni-runners on, I stepped outside and lo and behold--it's snowing. NOT OKAY! After about three seconds of standing in my doorway, I unlocked my door and came back inside. I made myself some hot chocolate and turned on my little space heater. Aerobics class starts at 8:30 and it is currently 8:27. I don't think I'll be going today.
First of all--why is it snowing? It's April for crying out loud. I think it's high time for some warm weather completely void of snow. Second of all--why in the bleep did I decide to take an early morning physical class?!? AGAIN! You think I would have learned the first time. Thirdly--I really want to get a tan. I really want Mr. Golden Sun to please shine down on me and make me dark and acne free!! (Not that I have acne, but hey, it helps with zits so I'm all for it). I really want to put on my shorts and walk around without a jacket on. I want to shave my legs and know that they won't freeze to death. I am disliking Idaho weather more than ever right now. I want summer.
That's my Monday news. I hope that you are both well and that all is well for you! I hope it's not snowing wherever you two are. Hailey--I want a post about your Alaska adventure. Danielle--I want an update about you and Dustin and school!! Miss you both. Can't wait to hang with each other this summer--when it's warm and SNOW FREE! Over and Out.
First of all--why is it snowing? It's April for crying out loud. I think it's high time for some warm weather completely void of snow. Second of all--why in the bleep did I decide to take an early morning physical class?!? AGAIN! You think I would have learned the first time. Thirdly--I really want to get a tan. I really want Mr. Golden Sun to please shine down on me and make me dark and acne free!! (Not that I have acne, but hey, it helps with zits so I'm all for it). I really want to put on my shorts and walk around without a jacket on. I want to shave my legs and know that they won't freeze to death. I am disliking Idaho weather more than ever right now. I want summer.
That's my Monday news. I hope that you are both well and that all is well for you! I hope it's not snowing wherever you two are. Hailey--I want a post about your Alaska adventure. Danielle--I want an update about you and Dustin and school!! Miss you both. Can't wait to hang with each other this summer--when it's warm and SNOW FREE! Over and Out.
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