So pretty sure Bergen, I'm way excited that you have a friend!!! Don't replace me with this person or I'll have to hunt her down!!! lol jk :) I'm happy for you girlie.
And Danielle, that's way exciting that you had a fun weekend with your mom. About the college thing, ya I know it's super hard dude. Especially with Dustin being in the picture you know. Um I'd say good luck with convincing your parentals...like as in I don't think they'll cave. I also think that you'd be happiest with Dustin...and so really, thinking about him is thinking about you. All the schools are good that you are considering. So where do you think you'll be happiest? That was me being nice, now here's the other option: go somewhere else. You and Dustin have different religious views which are important to you both. He wants to get married in the temple, you don't want to be mormon, there are some serious things right there, and deciding your future based around him if you don't work out those things can be pointless...Idk, good luck sweetie. It'll work out.
Girlies I love you tons. I don't have a lot of news, nothing special. Um I haven't talked to Conner in a few days and I'm kind of okay with it. Dalon txted me last night...random. It was like hey sexy what you doing? I wish you were here so we could do dirty things. I was like sorry bud I'm a celebate nun and he was all, that wasn't me my friend had my phone. I was like whatev. We talked for a bit, it was kinda wierd but whatev. totally random.
Um, then...well not much has been going on. I played in a soccer game today and chocked so hard I fell over right before I was about to shoot, lame ya I know :)
Um, I had 100 calorie pop corn for dinner with a spoonful of peanut butter. I am joining my work's biggest loser contest on Monday so like if I gain weight I have to pay them, and seeing as I'm poor I am not going to gain weight! lol
I had one of the best conversations with my brother the other night. I love him lots, I cried. Ha I want to go to Alaska, and I am feeling a serious need for a road trip there. Hot air force boys...you girls want to come with me??? :)
Anyway, that's all. Good luck with your struggles and with your doings. I love you both tons and tons.
Saturday, February 27, 2010
This Weekend
Hey friends. So this weekend my mom is visiting. It's pretty nice! We went to dinner last night (Outback, WHOO!) and went grocery shopping! She has been cleaning my bathroom this morning hahahaha. Anyway we're going shopping today and going to a bball game cause I have to play in pep band. So yeah, it's kinda fun!
Bergen, I'm so glad you're having fun! I'm super excited you made a friend. I kind of made some friends. They're these two girls in my Environmental Science class who are pretty funny! They don't really remind me of either of you individually....but kinda like my friends mixed together. They're like pretty outgoing, bold, definitely not afraid to say what they think. Like you guys! And they're super funny! I haven't really hung out with them outside of class.....but it's better than nothin!
So now for the bad-ish part of my life. Well no that sounded bad. My life is great! My struggle right now is with this whole college thing. Choosing a college. People keep saying "think about yourself first." But it's just so hard to NOT think about Dustin. Like...I hate this long distance thing! And we're only 3 hours away from each other. I just really really hate it! And now he's got this plan. There's a huge chance he's gonna move to Moscow next fall. His friend, Nick Little, is moving there. And his best friend Maden just moved there. And he kinda needs a place to go ya know? He can't find work in St.A and he really needs to get out of his parents house. But you can't just get up and get a place by himself. Living without roommates is sooooo expensive. And I don't even blame him for it. Like...I don't blame him for wanting to go to Moscow cause that's where his friends are. And we talked last night and he said that if we could live together.......he would. Whether it's in Utah or Poky or Moscow (btw, he's not really pushing me to pick Moscow or anything). But then there's this huge thing with my parents. Like we tried to get a place last year and my parents totally flipped. It was kind of depressing and I hated it. But I've been thinking of trying to talk to them again. I dunno..............what do you guys think? This whole thing is just super confusing. And it's nice to have other's input. So....lay it on me. The good and the bad. Ha...........sorry to spill everything. But I should go now. Bergen I'm SOOO happy for your pants! I hate finding pants that fit! It takes forever. And Hailey, hang in there, hopefully we'll get to chill soon! I love you both and miss you!
Bergen, I'm so glad you're having fun! I'm super excited you made a friend. I kind of made some friends. They're these two girls in my Environmental Science class who are pretty funny! They don't really remind me of either of you individually....but kinda like my friends mixed together. They're like pretty outgoing, bold, definitely not afraid to say what they think. Like you guys! And they're super funny! I haven't really hung out with them outside of class.....but it's better than nothin!
So now for the bad-ish part of my life. Well no that sounded bad. My life is great! My struggle right now is with this whole college thing. Choosing a college. People keep saying "think about yourself first." But it's just so hard to NOT think about Dustin. Like...I hate this long distance thing! And we're only 3 hours away from each other. I just really really hate it! And now he's got this plan. There's a huge chance he's gonna move to Moscow next fall. His friend, Nick Little, is moving there. And his best friend Maden just moved there. And he kinda needs a place to go ya know? He can't find work in St.A and he really needs to get out of his parents house. But you can't just get up and get a place by himself. Living without roommates is sooooo expensive. And I don't even blame him for it. Like...I don't blame him for wanting to go to Moscow cause that's where his friends are. And we talked last night and he said that if we could live together.......he would. Whether it's in Utah or Poky or Moscow (btw, he's not really pushing me to pick Moscow or anything). But then there's this huge thing with my parents. Like we tried to get a place last year and my parents totally flipped. It was kind of depressing and I hated it. But I've been thinking of trying to talk to them again. I dunno..............what do you guys think? This whole thing is just super confusing. And it's nice to have other's input. So....lay it on me. The good and the bad. Ha...........sorry to spill everything. But I should go now. Bergen I'm SOOO happy for your pants! I hate finding pants that fit! It takes forever. And Hailey, hang in there, hopefully we'll get to chill soon! I love you both and miss you!
Pant Shopping!
Well as the title suggests, I went pant shopping. I don't know if there's anything worse than trying to find pants that fit. It's definitely one of those things you have to prepare yourself for! It is nice when you go with people the same size or bigger than you, so that (yeah I know, it's horrible) you can feel a little bit better about yourself.
So I went pant shopping...and surprisingly enough...I found pants that fit! I am in love with the store Vanity because they have pants that not only fit my waist, but also fit my height! Oh my gosh, it's divine. I was feeling pretty good about myself. Unfortunately they go by inches of the waist instead of the usual 0-15 sizes. That was dumb. I fit in a 29-30. Depressing. I thought wearing a 10 was bad, a 30 is even worse!! Oh well. I am just glad I found some that fit.
Shopping for pants can be pretty sad, especially when you can't find any that fit, or when you think you're a certain size, but you have to go up because you've gained weight. I know that Hailey shares my dislike for pant shopping, but I don't know if Danielle does...I've never shopped with her! But I just want to say--Don't give up hope! If I can find pants that fit me, then you can tooooooo! It's very nice.
I've been sick lately, which sucks and blows (hahahahaha suck on cough drops, blow your nose...haha funny!) but it's been pretty nice as far as losing weight goes because I drink a lot of fluids and hardly eat anything. WOOT. I'm one stomach flu away from my gone weight (name that movie!). Well, life is improving, slowly, but it certainly is!
I made a friend...and she's the one I went shopping with. Her name is Meg and she reminds me a TON of Hailey. Maybe that's why I like her so much. She's hilarious and pretty and everyone likes her. She can crack a dirty joke, take sarcasm and is way smart. Yup...she reminds me of Hailey. Anyway--things are definitely going better for me. I hope that you two are having a better time! Miss you! Update your blog more girlies! Over and Out.
So I went pant shopping...and surprisingly enough...I found pants that fit! I am in love with the store Vanity because they have pants that not only fit my waist, but also fit my height! Oh my gosh, it's divine. I was feeling pretty good about myself. Unfortunately they go by inches of the waist instead of the usual 0-15 sizes. That was dumb. I fit in a 29-30. Depressing. I thought wearing a 10 was bad, a 30 is even worse!! Oh well. I am just glad I found some that fit.
Shopping for pants can be pretty sad, especially when you can't find any that fit, or when you think you're a certain size, but you have to go up because you've gained weight. I know that Hailey shares my dislike for pant shopping, but I don't know if Danielle does...I've never shopped with her! But I just want to say--Don't give up hope! If I can find pants that fit me, then you can tooooooo! It's very nice.
I've been sick lately, which sucks and blows (hahahahaha suck on cough drops, blow your nose...haha funny!) but it's been pretty nice as far as losing weight goes because I drink a lot of fluids and hardly eat anything. WOOT. I'm one stomach flu away from my gone weight (name that movie!). Well, life is improving, slowly, but it certainly is!
I made a friend...and she's the one I went shopping with. Her name is Meg and she reminds me a TON of Hailey. Maybe that's why I like her so much. She's hilarious and pretty and everyone likes her. She can crack a dirty joke, take sarcasm and is way smart. Yup...she reminds me of Hailey. Anyway--things are definitely going better for me. I hope that you two are having a better time! Miss you! Update your blog more girlies! Over and Out.
Thursday, February 25, 2010
Genius!!!
I just have to say that Bergen's quote is genius!!!
It says:
Nothing tastes as good as skinny feels.
Ha fitting ya? K so I want to snack and that pops up in my head lol its epic. :P
I love you girlies ton. And I'm gonna get cracking on this getting skinny and cute gig cuz I'm sick of not being happy with myself. So there. Lol peace out chicas!
It says:
Nothing tastes as good as skinny feels.
Ha fitting ya? K so I want to snack and that pops up in my head lol its epic. :P
I love you girlies ton. And I'm gonna get cracking on this getting skinny and cute gig cuz I'm sick of not being happy with myself. So there. Lol peace out chicas!
Tuesday, February 23, 2010
Holy Random!!!
K so holy random! Here's the story of last night:
Yesterday I went to school. Went to work. Came home. went to the gym. Went grocery shopping. Came home. Had a crummy night. I don't know why but I felt like crying all night and it was just a bad day.
K well at 11:59 guess who felt the need to txt me? Le Douche! Ya, weird, I know. He was texting me to see how the Theory of a Dead Man concert was, but I didn't go. Then we just kept talking. I was like hows life he was like good hows yours I was like sucks balls and he was like wanna vent like old times? So...I did. Ha I vented to him, he vented to me, and then we just talked like old times. It was great! Ugh it sucks! I think I get over him and he comes back and slaps me in the face by being nice!!! We talked about us and just everything and life and ugh...everything. He apologized for what he put me through in high school! I was like WHAT? lol then we talked about how you always care for your first and that its true for us. ya i know...sappy and probably not a good thing to talk about, but we did and it made my night better. Like he really cheered me up. Just, ah everything we talked about it was just...nice. Ha but I'm at the top of his not supposed to txt list so we're not supposed to tell anyone lol this doesn't leave the blog!!! ha :) It sucks always having feelings for someone no matter how bad you don't want to, and then when they straighten up you hope for a faint second, but it'll never be and so its a waste of my time which really sucks.
But ya we talked til three in the morning. It was pretty nice...I miss that kid. Crazy huh.
But ya thats my random experience. I haven't blogged in a while...and neither have either of you!!! What the heck ladies!!! Lets start again!
Today I ate a peanut butter banana sandwhich, celery with peanut butter, and the other half of the banana that wasn't used in my sandwhich. I'm gonna eat something for dinner but i don't know what yet.
I love you both tons! miss ya loads!
Peace out!
Ha dude that's kinda funny...that he texted you. He always seems to come back to you......but also sucks he has a "no text" list. I dunno...I don't blame his gf for it though. He kinda has a bad history of that nasty cheating stuff. It's still always nice to talk to old friends though. Well I'm doing better here! I actually hung out with my roommates...ha we went and saw Valentine's Day and it was so cute!! I loved it! And it was funny too. And my mom is gonna come see me this weekend. She wants to go to a bball game cause I play in pep band. Anyway..classes are going pretty good. I got a great score on my first history paper. And I had a presentation today for Science that went really well...my group ended up winning the debate lol. Cool hu?! Considering it was just me and one other girl...or woman. She's kinda old lol. But anyway....things are just going much better. Last night was awesome! I had jazz band practice and it was just so much fun! The atmostphere is really laid back and fun...but like serious at the same time. I hope that makes sense. AND some of the really really REALLY good intimidating boys talked to me! Haha which is cool cause I don't really know anyone in there. I'm like one of 4 girls in the band..kinda funny. But it's like a lot more fun than pep band cause everyone just seems more....fun! I really wish that we practiced more than once a week cause it's like the highlight of my week.
OOO wanna hear about my roommate drama? So this new chick moved in at the beginning of the semester and she never really made an effort to talk to us and she was always in her room or never here. Like...we never saw her! Well since my room is right next to hers, I can hear what goes on and her bf is over all the time. Like he pretty much lives here. Which....ya know I probably wouldn't have a problem with but they're REALLY loud and very inconvenient hours of the night, they're dirty and messy, and THIS GUY IS AN ASSHOLE! I can't stand him and I've never talked to him! He is such a DOUCHEBAG to Hannah (roommate). Like I don't even know her and I feel really bad that her self-esteem is that low that she has to keep an asshole like him around. He bosses her around, he calls her names (like bad ones like bitch), he yells aaaalll the time, and he fights about the stupidest things. Like he got mad at her one day cause she was going to class looking "attractive". Like.....it's just really bad. Oh and they drink. bleh. One night last weekend they came home and the doors were locked cause it was like 2 in the morning and he just started POUNDING on the doors! Like I woke up freakin scared. I finally figured out it was them, but I didn't let them in cause I was mad and scared and I knew they were drunk. They finally got in....and then were loud for a while. By roommate tried to talk to her and say that she was loud and that she's not supposed to have her bf here all the time but she was like "I can have whoever I want here" and what not....and she was drunk. So my roommates wanna turn them in (in their defense, they haven't been super loud for the past few nights) and they asked me to fill out like a statement form explaining the situation. But I kinda feel like it's wrong if I fill it out. Because one: I had Dustin stay here for like 5 days and he wasn't supposed to be here so I would kinda feel like a hypocrite even though we were nice and clean and whatnot. and two: we haven't even really tried to talk to hannah....except for when shoe was drunk so I don't think it's super fair to her. I dunno what to do about it......but yeah I just dunno.
Wow....well that's a lot to read. Ha...I bet you guys are bored now. So I'm gonna end this quick. Today I spent 50 minutes in jazz dance class and I've eaten a pb&j sandwich with string cheese and light yogurt....and some chips. I love you girls!!
Ha not to add to that insanely long thing...but I didn't want to start another post to say what i have to say. lol Danielle, first, ya i know that his gf has a right to hate me and be weary with him and what not, but idk it wasn't that, it was just all the rekindled feelings it brought out and i'm all emotional at this time and ugh.
And about you, I'm so happy you are seeming happier! It's fantastic, truly. Your roomie sitch is kinda a bummer deal. I'd try to talk to her and if she won't make time for it or consider that you and the other girls live there too then i'd turn her in. you and dustin were considerate of the others, i doubt that they had a prob with it but maybe you should bring that up with them before you go through with anything. you dabomb chica, love ya hope it works out. PEACE!
Yesterday I went to school. Went to work. Came home. went to the gym. Went grocery shopping. Came home. Had a crummy night. I don't know why but I felt like crying all night and it was just a bad day.
K well at 11:59 guess who felt the need to txt me? Le Douche! Ya, weird, I know. He was texting me to see how the Theory of a Dead Man concert was, but I didn't go. Then we just kept talking. I was like hows life he was like good hows yours I was like sucks balls and he was like wanna vent like old times? So...I did. Ha I vented to him, he vented to me, and then we just talked like old times. It was great! Ugh it sucks! I think I get over him and he comes back and slaps me in the face by being nice!!! We talked about us and just everything and life and ugh...everything. He apologized for what he put me through in high school! I was like WHAT? lol then we talked about how you always care for your first and that its true for us. ya i know...sappy and probably not a good thing to talk about, but we did and it made my night better. Like he really cheered me up. Just, ah everything we talked about it was just...nice. Ha but I'm at the top of his not supposed to txt list so we're not supposed to tell anyone lol this doesn't leave the blog!!! ha :) It sucks always having feelings for someone no matter how bad you don't want to, and then when they straighten up you hope for a faint second, but it'll never be and so its a waste of my time which really sucks.
But ya we talked til three in the morning. It was pretty nice...I miss that kid. Crazy huh.
But ya thats my random experience. I haven't blogged in a while...and neither have either of you!!! What the heck ladies!!! Lets start again!
Today I ate a peanut butter banana sandwhich, celery with peanut butter, and the other half of the banana that wasn't used in my sandwhich. I'm gonna eat something for dinner but i don't know what yet.
I love you both tons! miss ya loads!
Peace out!
Ha dude that's kinda funny...that he texted you. He always seems to come back to you......but also sucks he has a "no text" list. I dunno...I don't blame his gf for it though. He kinda has a bad history of that nasty cheating stuff. It's still always nice to talk to old friends though. Well I'm doing better here! I actually hung out with my roommates...ha we went and saw Valentine's Day and it was so cute!! I loved it! And it was funny too. And my mom is gonna come see me this weekend. She wants to go to a bball game cause I play in pep band. Anyway..classes are going pretty good. I got a great score on my first history paper. And I had a presentation today for Science that went really well...my group ended up winning the debate lol. Cool hu?! Considering it was just me and one other girl...or woman. She's kinda old lol. But anyway....things are just going much better. Last night was awesome! I had jazz band practice and it was just so much fun! The atmostphere is really laid back and fun...but like serious at the same time. I hope that makes sense. AND some of the really really REALLY good intimidating boys talked to me! Haha which is cool cause I don't really know anyone in there. I'm like one of 4 girls in the band..kinda funny. But it's like a lot more fun than pep band cause everyone just seems more....fun! I really wish that we practiced more than once a week cause it's like the highlight of my week.
OOO wanna hear about my roommate drama? So this new chick moved in at the beginning of the semester and she never really made an effort to talk to us and she was always in her room or never here. Like...we never saw her! Well since my room is right next to hers, I can hear what goes on and her bf is over all the time. Like he pretty much lives here. Which....ya know I probably wouldn't have a problem with but they're REALLY loud and very inconvenient hours of the night, they're dirty and messy, and THIS GUY IS AN ASSHOLE! I can't stand him and I've never talked to him! He is such a DOUCHEBAG to Hannah (roommate). Like I don't even know her and I feel really bad that her self-esteem is that low that she has to keep an asshole like him around. He bosses her around, he calls her names (like bad ones like bitch), he yells aaaalll the time, and he fights about the stupidest things. Like he got mad at her one day cause she was going to class looking "attractive". Like.....it's just really bad. Oh and they drink. bleh. One night last weekend they came home and the doors were locked cause it was like 2 in the morning and he just started POUNDING on the doors! Like I woke up freakin scared. I finally figured out it was them, but I didn't let them in cause I was mad and scared and I knew they were drunk. They finally got in....and then were loud for a while. By roommate tried to talk to her and say that she was loud and that she's not supposed to have her bf here all the time but she was like "I can have whoever I want here" and what not....and she was drunk. So my roommates wanna turn them in (in their defense, they haven't been super loud for the past few nights) and they asked me to fill out like a statement form explaining the situation. But I kinda feel like it's wrong if I fill it out. Because one: I had Dustin stay here for like 5 days and he wasn't supposed to be here so I would kinda feel like a hypocrite even though we were nice and clean and whatnot. and two: we haven't even really tried to talk to hannah....except for when shoe was drunk so I don't think it's super fair to her. I dunno what to do about it......but yeah I just dunno.
Wow....well that's a lot to read. Ha...I bet you guys are bored now. So I'm gonna end this quick. Today I spent 50 minutes in jazz dance class and I've eaten a pb&j sandwich with string cheese and light yogurt....and some chips. I love you girls!!
Ha not to add to that insanely long thing...but I didn't want to start another post to say what i have to say. lol Danielle, first, ya i know that his gf has a right to hate me and be weary with him and what not, but idk it wasn't that, it was just all the rekindled feelings it brought out and i'm all emotional at this time and ugh.
And about you, I'm so happy you are seeming happier! It's fantastic, truly. Your roomie sitch is kinda a bummer deal. I'd try to talk to her and if she won't make time for it or consider that you and the other girls live there too then i'd turn her in. you and dustin were considerate of the others, i doubt that they had a prob with it but maybe you should bring that up with them before you go through with anything. you dabomb chica, love ya hope it works out. PEACE!
Wednesday, February 17, 2010
Sick
I think that it's fitting that my color is blue...because that's how I feel most of the time. But right now...I just feel sick. Miserably sick. I slept almost all day (except when I had to go to take my test) and have just been feeling like a giant germ. It's gross. My throat hurts, my nose is like a never ending source of yukiness and I've been nauseuas lots too. GAAAAY!
Pretty much haven't done anything lately. K so like I had to send in an essay to a magazine and the deadline was today and I just remembered it about ten minutes ago. If it's too late, I might cry.
I'm burning up, blah.
I can hear my roommate's new boyfriend in the living room. I remember when he'd come over just to help me with my homework, or just to hang, now he comes over just for her...lame much! And my other roommate's missionary came back so she's all happy. And my other roommate has like two boyfriends fighting for her. And the other two are single...but not overly wound up in guys. And then there's me. I have a new friend! Did I tell you? His name is Ryan. He is uber nice and way funny. I like him and he has made staying here a ton better over these past few days...and when I say a ton better, I mean to say that he makes it bearable.
Danielle, Bergen's right, choose the school for you. I have considered transfering just to be closer to you guys but I know that I like this school and that it is good for me, and I have to let that outweigh my strong desire to have my friends back. Why is Dustin going to the U of I? He couldn't even last at CSI...and didn't he go there just for friends/you? Idk, I'd say make the decision in the best interest for you.
And Bergen, I'm happy that things aren't terrible for you anymore. You deserve to be happy. And that kid from Washington def should text you back...the jerk! lol Boys are dumb and the way I see it: they probably always will be.
Anywho...I'm sick so I'm gonna go to bed again...Nyquil is the shiz btw. I love you ladies so much and miss you tons. I'm feeling a BYOBJ coming up in the future (I'd say soon but we all know how unlikely that is) but really...when we can, we have to party it up.
My Aunt posted a comment on facebook, she said that it's her sister's bday and that she would have been 37 today or maybe 36, I don't remember, but then within the comments on it, she talked about how we need to live in the now because time is fleating and we never know how long we've got. Never skip out on an opportunity to tell someone you love them, and live life to the fullest ladies! We can be as happy as we make ourselves...and we can also be as miserable if we drown ourselves in our own sadness. I'm guilty of this...a lot, but I know that life could be worse. We are all very blessed, and especially to have eachother! I love you both. Goodnight.
Pretty much haven't done anything lately. K so like I had to send in an essay to a magazine and the deadline was today and I just remembered it about ten minutes ago. If it's too late, I might cry.
I'm burning up, blah.
I can hear my roommate's new boyfriend in the living room. I remember when he'd come over just to help me with my homework, or just to hang, now he comes over just for her...lame much! And my other roommate's missionary came back so she's all happy. And my other roommate has like two boyfriends fighting for her. And the other two are single...but not overly wound up in guys. And then there's me. I have a new friend! Did I tell you? His name is Ryan. He is uber nice and way funny. I like him and he has made staying here a ton better over these past few days...and when I say a ton better, I mean to say that he makes it bearable.
Danielle, Bergen's right, choose the school for you. I have considered transfering just to be closer to you guys but I know that I like this school and that it is good for me, and I have to let that outweigh my strong desire to have my friends back. Why is Dustin going to the U of I? He couldn't even last at CSI...and didn't he go there just for friends/you? Idk, I'd say make the decision in the best interest for you.
And Bergen, I'm happy that things aren't terrible for you anymore. You deserve to be happy. And that kid from Washington def should text you back...the jerk! lol Boys are dumb and the way I see it: they probably always will be.
Anywho...I'm sick so I'm gonna go to bed again...Nyquil is the shiz btw. I love you ladies so much and miss you tons. I'm feeling a BYOBJ coming up in the future (I'd say soon but we all know how unlikely that is) but really...when we can, we have to party it up.
My Aunt posted a comment on facebook, she said that it's her sister's bday and that she would have been 37 today or maybe 36, I don't remember, but then within the comments on it, she talked about how we need to live in the now because time is fleating and we never know how long we've got. Never skip out on an opportunity to tell someone you love them, and live life to the fullest ladies! We can be as happy as we make ourselves...and we can also be as miserable if we drown ourselves in our own sadness. I'm guilty of this...a lot, but I know that life could be worse. We are all very blessed, and especially to have eachother! I love you both. Goodnight.
Oye.
Oh my. Well I should definitely read and update this blog more often. Sounds like you two are having one heck of a time right now and I send my condolances to you. I think it's strange that our positions reversed right now. Used to be I was the miserable one and you two were okay with life. Now I see that it's the other way around and I totally feel you there. Things here are okay, but they could be much better. They could also be worse. I think there are a lot of perks being 10 hours away from things that I love. I don't get down as often because I cant' go home and see what I am missing. Right now, I guess I'm okay with that.
Danielle-About your college dilemma. Don't factor in anybody but yourself! Think about your future and your life and when you've narrowed it down, then think about things like your boyfriend and your friends. If you try to please everyone, you won't end up pleasing anybody--especially not yourself. From my research ISU is pretty decent academically. U of I is stellar (obviously) and USU is pretty great too. Just make the decision for yourself because in the end, you're the only one that matters.
Hailey-About your current low. I'm sorry my dear, you deserve to be happy. I know what you mean about exercising and dieting feeling pretty pointless. I have been pretty bad in those areas myself lately. I know it's hard to get the motivation to do it, and I wish I could give you something to keep you going. It sucks being away from what you love, but at least you can go home when you want. Not to turn this into something about me, but I can't go home for the weekends. I envy you! Well I think you're fabulous and gorgeous and every day I wish I could be more like you because you rock!!
To both of you-- I am feeling very apathetic about college as well. I think we expected college to be a lot different than it is and we are all disappointed with all the crap we are experiencing. I wonder why this semester is sucking a lot. I wish that I could give you both a hug and say "Let's get ice cream!" but I can't really do any of those things. I hope that the semester looks up for all of us and that we somehow make it through this crappy week and find something good to take up our time. Miss you both and sending good karma and vibes in your direction!! Over and Out.
Danielle-About your college dilemma. Don't factor in anybody but yourself! Think about your future and your life and when you've narrowed it down, then think about things like your boyfriend and your friends. If you try to please everyone, you won't end up pleasing anybody--especially not yourself. From my research ISU is pretty decent academically. U of I is stellar (obviously) and USU is pretty great too. Just make the decision for yourself because in the end, you're the only one that matters.
Hailey-About your current low. I'm sorry my dear, you deserve to be happy. I know what you mean about exercising and dieting feeling pretty pointless. I have been pretty bad in those areas myself lately. I know it's hard to get the motivation to do it, and I wish I could give you something to keep you going. It sucks being away from what you love, but at least you can go home when you want. Not to turn this into something about me, but I can't go home for the weekends. I envy you! Well I think you're fabulous and gorgeous and every day I wish I could be more like you because you rock!!
To both of you-- I am feeling very apathetic about college as well. I think we expected college to be a lot different than it is and we are all disappointed with all the crap we are experiencing. I wonder why this semester is sucking a lot. I wish that I could give you both a hug and say "Let's get ice cream!" but I can't really do any of those things. I hope that the semester looks up for all of us and that we somehow make it through this crappy week and find something good to take up our time. Miss you both and sending good karma and vibes in your direction!! Over and Out.
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